Sunday, October 15, 2006!
HandWritten on; 12:33 PM
I was folding up your letters
Unpacking winter clothes
Searching for my hat
I thought I left it by the door
So I tore around the room
Like a bird without a head
I saw your picture waving back at me
From underneath the bed
From a long, long time ago
When all I had
Was a hat full of stars
The one I'll always treasure
The one that you wore
You loved the look
But you never looked inside
You would have seen us there
You could've seen far
You should've seen the magic
In my hat full of stars
I'm trying to live in the present
But I keep tripping on the past
Finding out reality, well clarity
Comes in dribs and drabs
No we never had the time
For everything we had
So it felt like we had nothing
That's what makes this hat so sad
It was a long, long time agoall of a sudden i had this realisation that everything is changing with us moving on to JC.nygh is going to have a chance of principal with our dear mdm mak going off to hongkong.she is one funky principal i guess.she's understanding and all.and she was the one who changed and improved nanyang.like before her every nanyang girl was to have short hair?and no handphones allowed in school.i guess we'll always thank her for all the changes.(: and nymd will always remember her for her unwavering support,trust,faith and belief in our beautiful dance troupe.i hope future nanyang girls will have a good school life under the new principal.well.hahah yeah everyone moves on.heard that mrs see is also quitting or something to become a housewife to take care of her son.ahh.from monday onwards i wont get to see yunning xueen and joanne in school anymore.it's like what the hell.and things at dance seem to be really different too.everything is changing changing changing.i dontwant to leave nanyang but maybe it's actually a good thing for us to leave at this time.along with everybody else.that way we would not have to stay on to try to adapt to new stuff.luck to chit siyu and the sec 3s this year.you guys will be good seniors i knw! (:
ok.i kinda expected this.but still sometimes when you expect something doesnt mean it doesnt happen.life after exams are drop dead boring.
boring. although going out and shopping does help alot.(: but still my grandma sucks and i cant have fun around her.ah.i love my friends and dancemates really (: they brighten up my life :D bugis and town on thursday was fun.town yesterday with wanteng yueyang and bunny was fun too.(: i thank god for all of them.
i want to go and work.i cant survive the holidays of daily doses of grandma torture.
i really wonder how come things at school can change so much in a matter of days and things at home have remained the same for four entire long years.when am i going to move house.
with a sense of poise and rationality;